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Thanks to Outsourcing this country no longer has the same reserve of stable middle class manufacturing jobs we did even 30 years ago in coastal cities housing has become astronomically expensive prices are rising far quicker than wage growth in the ones driving hard lands of America the hum of Machinery has been replaced by a deafening silence our manufacturing sector has been eroded and countless jobs meanwhile the dream of owning a home and essential part of the American dream is slipping away from many skyrocketing real estate prices have turned the pursuit of homeownership into an impossible mission for far too many hard-working Americans now these might seem like unrelated problems but they’re not, they share a single theme.

Those jobs that were outsourced, they went to China, those Rising home prices, all cash Chinese buyers are a major contributor to that though it’s almost never said out loud and as we grapple with these domestic challenges a formidable adversary has emerged on the global stage, CHINA.

China is no longer simply an economic rival the United States it’s becoming a dangerous enemy but instead of protecting us from this threat and existential one our leadership class collaborates with the other side why do they do that simple they’re getting rich from it.

The Chinese government invest heavily in its education system producing a Workforce that is competitive skilled and highly innovative in contrast our education system once the Envy of the world is struggling, we Face declining standards, stifling bureaucracy and a lack of emphasis on essential skills that our children need to compete in this new world order.

America’s universities are key centers of scientific research and Technical Innovation China would like to steal that information and they are as it ignites the FBI’s investigating more than a thousand cases in which they believe China has stolen research from American firms.

If anything our top college in the universities are encouraging this to happen and you can see it by the way they recruit Chinese grad students to fill our research labs, this makes College administrators much richer but it also allows the Chinese government easy access to critical information some of that that directly Bears on our national security.

American academics admitted clearly whose side they’re on, lets look at a short list of bowing down to China.

. Officials at the University of Missouri, Kansas City removed an artistic display supporting protesters in Hong Kong because Chinese students complain according to the Republic Colombian universities.

. Global Center in Beijing cancel talks because they might upset Chinese officials, their swelching free speech at the direction of communist China and that’s common in the business world.

. Disney changed its Tibetan character in one of his movies into a European woman because acknowledging tibet’s existence would anger their masters in China they should be ashamed.

. Gap apologize for selling a t-shirt in Canada that didn’t feature Taiwan as part of China, by the way it’s not part of China but trying to demanded that Gap pretended it is.

We could go on, their endless examples of this kind of thing it’s happening all around us the scariest part is that is China has grow more powerful, America has grown more dependent on it.

Outsourcing our manufacturing power brought American companies big short-term profits, head to Florida and you’ll see the houses they built with those profits but in the long run that decision made this country dangerously dependent on a nation that seeks to displace Us in the world stage consider just one small sector of the American economy “Medical supplies” that could happen.

How do we respond is that none of this needed to happen in the first place, China didn’t just one day magically overtake us, our leaders made that possible they embedded it, they profited from it…

THEY BETRAYED US.

Namaste’ and Have a day.
Loose Cannon.

“ Let Them”

“Just Let them.

If they want to choose something or someone over you, LET THEM.

If they want to go weeks without talking to you, LET THEM.

If they are okay with never seeing you, LET THEM.

If they are okay with always putting themselves first, LET THEM.

If they are showing you who they are and not what you perceived them to be, LET THEM.

If they want to follow the crowd, LET THEM.

If they want to judge or misunderstand you, LET THEM.

If they act like they can live without you, LET THEM.

If they want to walk out of your life and leave,

hold the door open, AND LET THEM.

Let them lose you.

You were never theirs, because you were always your own.

So let them.

Let them show you who they truly are, not tell you.

Let them prove how worthy they are of your time.

Let them make the necessary steps to be a part of your life.

Let them earn your forgiveness.

Let them call you to talk about ordinary things.

Let them take you out on a Thursday.

Let them talk about anything and everything just because it’s you they are talking to.

Let them have a safe place in you.

Let them see the heart in you that didn’t harden.

Let them love you. “

Author: Cassie Phillips

Oh & btw …. This poem also works the other way …

Some of us are so conditioned NOT to accept love we don’t know how to & keep attracting this same kind of person & keep pushing love away … Some of us don’t know how to Just LET THEM love us… .

If they want to choose you , LET THEM.

If they want to give you their time, LET THEM.

If they are okay with putting you first, LET THEM.

If they are showing you who they are and not what you perceived them to be, LET THEM.

If they want to make you their world , LET THEM.

If they don’t want to judge you or misunderstand you, LET THEM.

If they act like they can’t live without you, LET THEM.

If they don’t want to leave you & walk out of your life,

Stop holding the door open for them to leave , and LET THEM.

LET THEM LOVE YOU.

Let them show you who they truly are, & then BELIEVE them.

Let them actually prove they are worthy of your time.

Let them make the necessary steps to be a part of your life.

Let them earn your forgiveness.

Let them call you to talk about ordinary things.

Let them take you out on a Thursday.

Let them talk about anything and everything just because it’s you they are talking to.

Let them have a safe place in you.

Let them see the heart in you that didn’t harden.

Stop rejecting Love & “Let them love you.” –

A friend told me “I hate you having to come up with solutions and picking one or two so you can make these decisions of how to leave House Biscayne, when at the time when you decided to make a go at living there it was a dream come true.”

I replied “I do too and everything can change even dreams can change into a nightmare, dream and Life both have a reality, just a nod between, both gives us insight but only one we pay attention to, life.”

Do I go? Do I stay? Keeping house Biscayne sounds like a win but in the long run, it’s too much for me, it takes $2,000 a month to keep the house going and another $500 to keep the grounds up and then the taxes and insurance and pest control and it needs new paint this year and a new fence all the way around. Selling…?

You can experience emotions like fear, joy, etc. in both life & and dreams with the same level of intensity, one would argue.

There is one huge difference, though.

In life, your mind keeps working on what to do next or what will happen in the future or how things happened in the past , etc. The Mind is generating thoughts constantly nonstop. yet finally, irrespective of our thoughts & efforts, life happens as it would, not necessarily as we wish it to be.

In dream it’s nothing like this. You are just flowing in the picture, experiencing different situations, people, experiences, feelings etc. etc. continuously, your mind is absent. It is always NOW. Even though you are in all the pictures, yet you are seeing the picture as you see a movie as an audience, when one wakes up, the dream experience is taken lightly and in almost most cases forgotten there & then. It was a dream, only a dream with no second thoughts, you throw the alarm clock across the room, take a shower, eat breakfast, drive in gridlock, make your way to your place of work, take in a breath and try not to scream or cry, life around you continues to move, life never dreams.

No one promised me a rose garden, no one ever will and at my age there will be no knight in shiny armor, no castle to take me to, no kingdom to watch the sun sink below the horizon, no Moon (no Dee French) to watch move across the starlit sky , no dreams to dream.

It’s hard to be the light forever.

Loose Cannon.

HAVE YOU EVER WENT TO THE “WHITE HOUSE” WEB SITE whitehouse.gov ? The website contains information about the president, the vice president, their families, press releases, proclamations, executive orders, and a transcript of speeches by White House officials.
whitehouse.gov is the official website of the White House and is managed by the Office of Digital Strategy. It was launched in 1994 by the Clinton administration. The content of the website is in the public domain or licensed under Creative Commons Attribution license. Wikipedia. You will read what Joe Biden promised to accomplish while running for office and you will find out which promise did and did not happen. If you have nothing to do, read it.

Advancing Equity and Racial Justice, Including Historic Criminal Justice Reform. January 20, 2021. On his first day in office, President Biden signed a historic executive order directing the federal government to use every tool available to advance equity and racial justice. As a result, the Administration has taken bold action to narrow the racial wealth gap, invest in communities facing persistent poverty, and advance programs and policies to deliver racial justice. President Biden has delivered criminal justice reforms to improve prison conditions and help people get back on their feet after incarceration. To strengthen public safety and public trust, he signed a landmark executive order on safe, effective, and accountable policing that mandated federal reforms such as banning chokeholds, restricting no-knock entries, creating a national police accountability database, and restricting the transfer of military equipment to local police departments.

The First Meaningful Gun Violence Reduction Legislation in 30 Years July 11, 2022. President Biden brought together Democrats and Republicans to pass , the Bipartisan Safer Communities Act, the first major piece of gun safety legislation in three decades. The law will save lives by requiring young people ages 18 to 21 to undergo enhanced background checks; narrowing the “boyfriend loophole” to keep guns out of the hands of convicted dating partners; funding crisis interventions, including extreme risk protection order (“red flag”) laws; making significant investments to address the mental health crisis in America, including in our schools; clarifying who needs to register as a federally licensed gun dealer and run background checks before selling a single weapon; and making gun trafficking and straw purchases distinct federal crimes and the administration steerheaded the Hunter Biden sweet deal to be used if and or when Hunter Biden is ever arrested for any crime that Hunter may commit.

Lowering Costs of Families’ Everyday Expenses March 9, 2023. The Inflation Reduction Act is a historic legislative achievement that lowers costs for families, combats the climate crisis, reduces the deficit, and finally makes the largest corporations pay their fair share. For the first time, Medicare is able to negotiate the price of certain high-cost drugs, a month’s supply of insulin for seniors is capped at $35, Medicare beneficiaries pay $0 out of pocket for recommended adult vaccines, and seniors’ out of pocket expenses at the pharmacy will be capped at $2,000 a year. And thanks to the President’s actions, including a historic release from the Strategic Petroleum Reserve, gas prices are down more than $1.60 from their summer 2022 peak.

Loose Cannon

When your life is good again
You’ll be a better friend a bigger person, more thoughtful than you’ve been
You’ll be so different then more in the moment, You’ll open up your heart and let the whole world in, make amends, you’ve been brought to your knees, been so ill at ease and you’re gone this world won’t shine as bright but life goes on
This too shall pass and bring new and different days, we all need to change our ways and right our wrongs, open up your heart and let the whole world in, and try to be someone on which others can depend on to give helping hands to lend, open up your eyes and see what’s goin’ on
If you are to move along from where you’ve been, pray, if you pray, then pray and I promise you it’s gonna be good again it’ll be alright for some say God’s the reason for all things, you want rainbows, you get rain, be strong, lean on me, be forever changed, walk in the park, go out at night even drink with new friends, you’ll make it through this long dark night and darkness fades when faced with light, everything’s gonna be alright when you get good again.

There is no “I” in team. I understand the meaning and its importance in sports and a group effort to create a project to achieve its goal so that to say to others they have what it takes to lead an industry into the future and beyond… I don’t agree with the team concept after marriage and this is why.

The moment Jimmy was gone I told myself “Okay, It’s YOU and only you now, what are you going to do ?”

I entered a isolation phase two months ago, at that point I didn’t know what other choice of phases I could have chosen, I was kinda forced to and during that phase, while I felt exhausted and broken almost every minute of the day, slowly I started to notice.

I started to notice that this phase is helping me sift my likes and dislikes..Good bye disease hello life, I will touch a tree today and welcome it into my world, things that could make me feel at peace and let go of things that I am carrying with me just as dead weight, to find my people who are my “to go to people” and get to where I was trying to go to, activities that made me feel alive and activities that were just not solving any purpose, I can be nice and share some truth and I know I would never push my beliefs on you, I would just share them.

This is the point where I started to understand individualism better.

Individualism initially felt like cutting away from the society, missing out on things.. But soon the ugly bud started to bloom into a beautiful flower. We can welcome love and say hello to you love, we are wonderful today, yesterday and tomorrow I respect you even when we disagree, I will be a friend even when you are my enemy, I let hate go, good bye hate and I welcome light, good morning light, we can dance again and sing a song, we can listen to the bird calls outside our window we can see the world for its life instead of its disease.

I was constantly defining things I like and dislike… people I can say No to.. Situation I would jump in or stay away from.. In other words I was healing my relationship with myself.

In due process of life, chasing steep dreams, I had neglected my own feelings and at this point my journey had turned inwards… I was looking out for me.. And my social isolation was fuelling this process..it was then I got rid of my FOMO (fear of missing out) and realised how golden this period was.

Yesterday I had a chat with a friend and I could sense the anxiety this state of affairs can inflict upon you while most of it will not be for you to control, realising the fact that this incident will only happen once in your lifetime, is important enough to start living it for a while instead of fighting it, take a break is what you have to do.

In this period sit aimlessly for a while, invest your time in things you used to love doing, create hobbies that would stick by you..keep expressing, expressing is very important, find a medium, singing painting dancing, bodybuilding…ect., but keep expressing no matter what…and most importantly try to create.

I believe in life we can live being free and very chance we get we can create something positive, we can spread sparkles wherever we go, we can spread the magic of love here and there, we can smile and we can dance, we can help a friend, a family member, a stranger in need, we can feel happy even when we are not, we can say a nice thing to someone or even ourselves, we can feel special even on rainy days, we can walk on a trail and enjoy the natural world, we can be in the moment and let our daily thoughts be put on hold for a little while, we can be hopeful when things are hopeless and believe even when it is dark, we can be joyous and we can be happy, we can have a free spirit and act with our hearts, we can let fear go.

When you shut the society off individualism becomes a superpower., yes, you have a superpower, the power to be able to create.

Everything that you create on your own is an invention, freedom is my soul, freedom is my spirit, freedom is my birthright in this beautiful body, I can smile again, I can be balanced, I can take a rest when I want to because I know I can and then once again go on my journey, I can say something nice to you today again and again, you are a wonderful being, full of so much light and we all have that light no matter who or what we are, every stroke you make with your paint brush is art, the difference is… You won’t be doing it to show the world…instead you will be doing it for yourself for a while and that’s what individualism is.

I love you, you are worthy to live each day in freedom and stay on this planet and thrive, you can give the sun and moon a few minutes of you each day.

Hello sun and hello moon, my moon Dee French.

I love myself as much I love you.

Have a wonderful day my friends and strangers because in the end we are all brothers and sisters.
Stay in the light
Be the light
Namaste ‘

Just a distraction.

by Loose Cannon

The prosecution of Donald Trump is transparently political, he’s literally Joe Biden’s main political opponent, he’s pulling over 60% among Republican voters right now.

So Joe Biden is doing what no president has ever dared to do he’s using law enforcement to lock up his chief rival, that’s happening right now anyone who denies it’s happening is lying to you but actually it’s worse than that.

Trump’s prosecution isn’t just political it’s ideological nobody with Trump’s views is allowed to have power in this country, you criticize our Wars and your disqualified, if you keep it up, we’ll send you to prison.

That’s the message Washington is sending out.

That’s fine with most elective Republicans, they find Trump tiresome and embarrassing, their donors hate him, they will not be sad if he dies in jail but…

What about voters? What are they learning from the spectacle? Well mostly they’re learning that they have no power at all because nobody cares about them but they already knew that unlike so many of our elected leaders they have been to America recently they know what it looks like, have you seen it? If you’ve got a few days this summer find out, take a road trip and see for yourself, Drive 500 miles in any direction and then come home, how are things looking? Well they should look great, right?

The federal government spend six and a half trillion dollars last year that’s more than any government has ever spent… EVER! So at the very least you would expect pristine public roads, oh no that’s not what you see when you drive around this country, there are potholes in Jersey barriers, in every city, in main West to East interstates like Interstate 70. Interstate 10. Interstate 40. Interstate 80. and Interstate 90. and the interstates that run South to North like Interstate 5 and 95, everywhere. The Chinese decided to rebuild the infrastructure of Honduras we don’t have China buying our roads so they’re falling apart.

And you think the people you would pass in your road trip would look happy and prosperous again this is a very rich country but a lot of them don’t quite a few appear to be strung out on drugs you see them shuffling by shuttered storefronts and small towns and you wonder as you see all of this where did all the money go? it’s really not here, It’s in Fairfax and Loudoun County and in leafy perfectly manicured northwest DC, and of course a huge chunk of it went to Ukraine to salensky and his friends not because you voted for that you didn’t vote to give it to them you never would, but because Joe Biden and as many allies from Chuck Schumer to Mitch McConnell to Paul Ryan and every single news anchor on all of Television all of them believe that Ukraine and it’s borders all more important than our infrastructure, they sincerely think that and it’s obvious everyone in power thinks that..

Except for Donald Trump

Whatever else you say about him, Trump is the one guy with an actual shot of becoming president who descends from Washington’s long-standing pointless War agenda and for that, that one fact they’re trying to take Trump out before you can vote for him and that should upset us more than anything that’s happened in American politics in your lifetime.

Even if you don’t plan to vote for Donald Trump, even if you would die before voting for Donald Trump, which is your right, and a lot of good people feel that way, even still the destruction of our democracy which is the right of Voters to support any candidate they want, even candidates who don’t want war with Russia the destruction of that should keep you up at night.

Yes Donald Trump is a flawed man but his sins are minor compared to those of his persecutors. In this life we don’t get to choose our Martyrs, we can only choose our principles and America’s are at stake.vcfd.

I once had a problem with dismissing my own needs and happiness in hopes of gaining my family’s acceptance and affection, what a complete waste of time, and the dreams they took from me, I will never dream them again, I endured their dysfunction and abuse, this then spilled over into people pleasing behavior with friends and so called friends and work as I grew up, I learned so many lessons.

Looking back I was more loyal to the so called friends who used me, stole from me, took what I had work on for years and destroyed it. Eventually the demands became too much and I was no closer to real love or acceptance with my family who behave cruelly.

I had closed my real self off and began to set boundaries and was met with lashing out… people who have grown used to getting what they want from you do not care for when you begin to build and maintain reasonable boundaries….which reinforced my decision.

I was saddened by lost relationships until I realized all I had lost were chains I had given myself as recent years have passed I see I was chasing something that was not there to be caught, and my own responsibility in the cause of my sorrows and the cause of my contentment.

My God I miss Jimmy.

My Father died, I would still be happy to have a healthy relationship with my remaining family but have also learned to accept that might never happen and that’s Okay, I cannot force it but only be open to its possibility, I’m noty going to hard my breath.

I can instead be open to what life has to offer now and do my best each day without the expectation of anything other than my own satisfaction and that has brought me a lot of peace of mind.

Whenever life puts me down I say to myself: ”Will the feeling of hurt make your life any better or solve any issue?” The answer is ”Absolutely no”. So I let the hurt inside of me die.

The same when something or someone provokes anger in me, anger is connected with fear and it only darkens the mind, numbs empathy and makes one do things that one will later regret. So I let the anger in me die.

It is followed by a very enlightening and liberating feeling, reacting to bad situations without anger and with empathy is way more efficient, all fear and anger and regrets and placing blame is connected with the ego. After I realized that my greatest potential enemy was my own ego I started to interact with people in a much nicer way.

Do it like this and it will make you more natural and relaxed, spreading an aura of peace around you and making people interact with you also in a more natural and relaxed way, smiles on their faces, it works. To be kind to others you have to be kind to yourself in the first place and that means that fear, anger, regrets, placing blame and other ego-based emotions should have no place in your life.

Something like that…

Stay in the light.

Loose Cannon

Because this life is a movie, while there are some really humorous stuff, the heartbreaking senses throughout my life are real and leave me crying sometimes. I’m 59 years old, Up until I was forty five years old I would publicly say suicide was a coward’s way out and I would hide the pain throughout my life, to never let the people around me see tears streaming down my face, its the people around and close to me that caused my pain, but having a broken heart?

When someone is living with a broken heart, seemingly hopelessness, nothing could be more devastating, although Jimmy would tell me, “This life is made up it’s not real, don’t take it seriously, don’t allow your heart to hurt from a broken heart.” But the hurt is real, and the reality of people suffering from a broken heart and despair is all too common and real. Do something kind for someone who’s life touches yours, even a perfect stranger. You may never know the difference you can make.

3 times in the last Last 3 weeks of the seven weeks that jimmy has been gone, I have tried to be successful in suicide, and I was interrupted three times the first two were an inconvenience, they needed help, my suicide could be rescheduled and so I rescheduled for the third attempt. My 3 cats and not knowing what would become of my beloved cats kept me from following through with my suicide. I slowly learned instead of constantly looking at my life’s problems to put them on the back burner and think about others… others with needs I know about, some with needs I know nothing of. My heart Losses and hearbreak are still with me, always and always will be but the miracle is my heart grows bigger although my wonderful companionship with Jimmy still abides in my heart, daily missing him but now I smile instead of crying, just somehow knowing that he would no longer suffer, that he is in a much better place and happy, funny memories flood my heart.

This life was never intended to be a forever thing but maybe to perpare us for the next one, this life is much too short and Fleetingly picks up speed the closer we get to the end, but positively worth living.

I hope that anyone who feels down to reconsider life. You are the only one who can pull you out at that funk. You got to try and enjoy this life, this life is a movie and there will never be a sequel, this is it, one shot, one chance of making it into an Oscar. If you don’t have family, make your own. I did, and let me tell you, I have an amazing family.

And stay off social media as much as possible.